Why Quantum ?

Quantum Source ... Quantum World ... Quantum Void ... Quantum You!

A reason to pursue this thing called quantum

is to access and relate to the most foundational aspect of our being.

Our quantum core has always been there

but most of us have not been aware of it.

To the best of our scientific knowledge, everything arises from nothing.

From an absolutely empty quantum void that holds infinite possibilities.

I will never forget the first time I heard the word quantum.

It captivated me.

At the time, I had been on a spiritual path for a long time.

Chasing an embodied sensation of love beyond love

that had happened during a near death experience at the age of 14.

But despite all of the mystical, love filled peak experiences I found on this path,

I was not satisfied.

All of the religious and spiritual teachings I studied left me wanting more.

No matter how much I enjoyed peak experiences, I still longed for home.

I did not know exactly what ‘home’ meant

but I knew that I would never stop until I was there.

My guide during this life has been my intuition.

This intuition has been cultivated, refined and grown over the years.

It is one of the powerful voices of my soul.

However, the most powerful voice of my quantum source is my body.

My soul and my intuition both speak directly to my humanness.

They form a bridge between the many layers of my beingness.

My body goes deeper than that.

It connects to that ultimate foundation of my being, the quantum void.

For years, I have been learning the language of my body.

It speaks through sensation, energy, emotion and subtle fields

that go beyond typical human interpretations.

There is a magical and mystical link between my body and my intuition.

For example, when the word quantum captivated me years ago,

it was not just the pull of an intellectual or spiritual curiosity.

There was a physical sensation

that felt like being irrevocably pulled into the unknown.

There were aspects of my consciousness that did not want to be pulled down that hole.

It was scary and downright terrifying at first.

But, as they say, resistance is futile.

So over many years, I learned the huge lesson

that resistance is also the source of untold amounts of pain.

The fight between my mind and my body was real.

My mind was utterly convinced that it could keep me safe

but only if it remained in control.

After tons of evidence to the contrary, my mind finally let go.

I am so grateful to my mind.

It has now been reformed. My thinking is not like it used to be.

This process is ongoing.

In fact, my quantum source is re-creating every aspect of my humanness.

From a human point of view, you could call this evolution.

But my embodied experience of being quantum blows any image I had

of what it means to be an evolved human, out of the water.

The freedom is all encompassing.

The peace is indescribable.

And at the same time, it includes everything.

Everything and nothing are two sides of the same coin.

What this means is that I still feel everything.

The entire spectrum of everything is here

with the sensation of being deeply grounded and supported

by a power source that can more than handle everything.

That power source is the power of creation itself.

It is the most powerful power of all because it created it all.

My body knows that anything is possible,

in a way that is sometimes tangible and sometimes not tangible.

It knows that its quantum source is capable of creating anything

from absolutely nothing.

Right now, if there is any doubt about this in collective consciousness,

my body will feel it.

It will hold this doubt like a mother holds her precious child.

Then the quantum will do what the quantum will do.

It is always there. It is always recreating everything in every moment.

Sometimes, I will feel the doubt transform and release.

The rush of overwhelming love and joy that accompanies such moments of freedom

is intoxicating.

But there is a depth of freedom that goes beyond that

when the sensation of doubt does not tangibly shift.

It is hard to describe in words, but there is a peaceful solidity that feels unshakable.

It is like the fabric of reality itself shifts.

Duality disappears while it is still seemingly present.

The true meaning of everything becomes clear.

There is nothing left to say.