The Orgy *

Nighttime, for me, feels like a tennis game

a match between Life and my consciousness.

I’m aware of questions and thoughts lobbing back and forth,

sometimes rushing in close to the net for a rapid exchange,

other times vision opening wide to the full sky,

while the ball disappears from sight into nothingness.

In Bill’s November 5th “The Essence of …” blog post, he wrote:

The essence of our humanness is pure energy.

The essence of our energy is love.

The essence of our love is pure light.

The essence of our light is pure being.

Reading these set off a Wimbledon match within me.

Last night—it was havoc!

Every one of these ‘essences’ wanted to speak.

Love is passionately enamored with Darkness!

Energy is embracing my body daily with joy,

and sparks in interactions with others.

Light is shining from everything and would not be seen

if not for the body, and energy, and consciousness.

It is all love. (says Love)

It is all Essence (obviously).

Being is simply smiling with benign love …

Oh no, here we go again.

Formerly thought to be department store elevator floors,

these ‘fields’ all showed up last night,

speaking among each other, claiming each other, seeing each other,

merging and disappearing into the void, the beloved Darkness.

It was an Orgy.

Then, this morning, Bill’s next words brought everything to a stop:

“…with all of the above available to us in our consciousness.”

We are the lab experiment of creation.

I am shivering as I write this.

We embody all levels of creation in this moment.

All of it.

And at night, when we surrender to quantum, as Bill suggested,

quantum shows itself as the play of consciousness.

The beloved Darkness.

Quantum Source ... Quantum World ... Quantum Void ... Quantum You!