I Am Home*

4:18am

Rats, my mind is running thoughts

rather than being identified with awareness and quantum nature.

Can I choose to direct awareness to listen more to quantum nature?

I hear,“Yes.”

This “Yes” does not come from my mind,

but from the depths—

palpably from the body of the world. From existence itself.

What is this oceanic pull?

The ground needs human consciousness to become conscious

and human consciousness needs non-being to realize its true nature.

There is a gravitational pull between them.

Feeling like a galaxy being pulled into a black hole,

whatever little shelf of positionality I see this from is shivering,

aware its days are numbered.

It is tired and has no power and no reality.

Ah! My chest fills with oceanic dark nameless presence

and I am home.

That which is night for all beings,

Therein the self-controlled is awake.

That wherein beings are awake is night

For the sage who sees.

Bhagavad Gita Verse 69

Quantum Source ... Quantum World ... Quantum Void ... Quantum You!